Saturday, April 9, 2011

Indeed

I felt nothing.it was empty, nothing. i'm so dissapointed and it's not because of the nothingness but it's because of you. i dont know what the actual fuck is my purpose being here. what do you want from me? i'm tired of everything
y u no listen to me?

Friday, April 1, 2011

What's on my mind

You can find me cursing or put the 'fucking' word in front of everywhere or any words but that doesnt always like what you think and i'm not tryna be cool.i dont understand why that kind of people think that kind of way that is kind of kind of..

i dont know what actually 'woot-woot' meant
i never asked

i dont really like it when people use/type/write by the way in short form 'btw' hahaha *currently

raandom thing i want.harhar

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

U GOT SURV- EY

Does it bother you if the shower nozzle thing isn't straight?
*yerrr! em not jelly haha

Do you agree with the title?
*yelah?

Have you ever had something important taken away from you in an instant?
*sobs

Did you say yes referring to a person? ^^
*lol yeahhh haha

Are you obsessed with scarves?
*nop

Don't you just love wearing your boyfriends sweatshirt?
*i dunow :o

Your best friend is going to die in an hour, what would you do?
*no..she's not going to die :P

If one of your friends is crying, do you start crying?
*hmm always ee
Are you sick at the moment?
*no

Tell me, have you ever been in lovee? <3
*yes :O
Your ex calls you up. Surprised or not?
*suprised to death

Where are you right now?
*my room
Do you believe that love is the strongest thing ever?
*maybe?

How's life?
*getting harder
Do shy guys attract you?
*depends haha

Ever made the mistake of trusting a guy with your life?
*hmmmmm o.O

Do you have a box where you keep all your things you want to remember?
*yeaaaah!!
Do you feel bad for those kids who are just so annoying but cant help it?
*fuckem

Have a boyfriend?
* ^.^
You're sad. Who do you turn to?
* bf? friends? :)

Ever been SOOO tired, but you just couldn't fall asleep?
*YAHH FCKTY

Do any sports?
* boleha haha
Tell me a random fact about yourself to end it :
* everything you can do, i can do better

Ceh!

Ini memang tahap taktau nak post ape.tak kisah la ape korang fikir tapi memang mcm ni lah.hahahaha
yanaa, cepat la balik, aku nak kate2 semangat dari kau :O hehe

Monday, March 7, 2011

Setupeed

My hair was thicker than jessica biel's few years ago :O
now egh my hair is sooo thin! i hatee laaahhh feel like orang asli (dyed my hair)
dulu i likee thin hair,dunno la who the hex that influenced me. i always go to salon n ask the styliist to make my hair as thiin as..entah
and the stylist said aiyoooo amoi ur hair so thick la why u wannt to make it nipis?

I olso always cut my hair on my own when i think its gettin thicker.eh bodoh gila aku
and i like to cabut any hair that bengkok2 hingga ke akar and and felt satisfied to the max
dont know whyyyy T___T
plus alwayssss gaduh dengan adik2 tarik2 rambut bagai nak rak
and dyed and perm and so on
nowwwwwwwww my hairrr so nipis melepek kat kepalaaa.benciiii

what to do now?
anyone?



Thursday, March 3, 2011

Ranting?

Yeeeeer tired :/
homework melambaks n rajin buat essay je
essay best.google je

Sekolah ni.baru bulan january indeks dah 3 helai m/s
nak mencapai ape..? KPI SBT? wtf
english punye indeks pulak satu helai m/s satu hari.bapakkk sikit
buku pulak satu subjek dah almost 10 buah
baru beli 4 each subject.banyaaak buat kat testpad je :( hahahhaaha like a boss

Taktau lah ape dah jadi kan.study malas amat padahal spm year :(
banyak sembang banyak menung
ingat dulu mase form1.test1 je dah stay up sampai pukul 4 pagi
apahal???????
sekarang stay smpai 5 petang pun taboleh

Esok skip sekolah
next week penilaian satu
lusa sekolah
pada hari sabtu

.____.


Friday, February 25, 2011

Saturday, February 19, 2011

PROBOLEMO

ARAP as random as possible -.-

K HYE.just wanna list out my random problemss

one.no interest in study
two.online tho ive nothing to do with it
three.keep refreshing wtf
four.desires to many freaking awesome things that will destroyed my life.later
five.etc

this is bella.bella-reader.reader-bella(?) haha n thats my sejarahs buulk

Friday, February 4, 2011

(',' )

I dont mind if im the one who lebih2
I miss having friendship issues
I miss throwing ur stuff when im emo
I miss listening to u humming ur fav song which i dont like
I miss talking to u when u sleep
I miss laughing out loud when u're sad
I miss saying u bodoh 24/7
I miss u using my money
I miss looking at ur fake hair
I miss eating ur food
I miss eating ur food
I miss eating ur food
I miss u nida n i hate being so ordinary like bffsbff♥fuckof#@@#%fhaha

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

If she's not mistaken

Mistake
Thought i'll get everything i wan
X mistake
Some people outhhere hav every-thing

Mistake
Talk like everyone can understand
X mistake
My voice too slow i dont wanna shout

Mistake
Mum hates me too much
X mistake
I dont know the truth

Mistake
Its ok to live without bestfriend
X mistake
My bestfriends have their own besfriendsff

Mistake
Thought i close enuf with u dat u will tell me evrything
X mistake
Im not dat close

Mistake
Im emo
X mistake
Easily burst to tears

Mistake
Ungrateful
X mistake
Trynna be more thankful

Mistake
Twitter addiction
X mistake
Only speak my mind to niga

Mistake
I cant stop rebuting n alwiz wanna win
X mistake
Was born like dis

Mistake
Im boring type people
X mistake
Coz im bored

Mistake
I wait
X mistake
I stick

Mistake
Poyo
X mistake
U dont like me

Mistake
Bajet
X mistake
U dont know me

Mistake
Rich
X mistake
X rich

Mistake
Innocent
X mistake
Liar

Mistake
Showing off
X mistake
Telling the truth

Mistake
U kno me
X mistake
U no me