Sunday, May 29, 2011

HAHAHAHA

IM READING MY 2008'S POSTS AND I USED TO BE SO FUNNNNY CANT GET ENOUGH OF IT!

Not much a poet

I thought we can spend more time together. though we're not standing next to each other, but at least. i can hear more from u. more besides a single phone call. and though, we're just texting bout all the simple things we talk bout everyday. but at least, u're doing something for me.
It's not like u're not doin anything for me, u know right. something more

I may sound so ungrateful. but this actually is reaaaaally making me sad. i'm sad because u didnt tell me this earlier and i know why :( i'm sad because u're so far awaaaaay from me when i need u so much. u know it and now its a schooool break before everything runs wild. im so sad that i cant be with u for that freaking days. do u ever think about this?

Its not ur fault. its me who think too much. forgive me, im making this so much complicated :(
i want u to be happy and i hope u're! i'm so fine

Saturday, May 28, 2011

The normal me

I'm emo. thats the normal me. i dont know if it is the right word.i hate it so much hahaha :(
macam budak emo pulak.wei not like that! i mean, i'm too emosional, sensitive and randomly weird.
I still remember when my sis went to...emmm.asrama la, i was extra-ordinary-ly sad. i was like, crying a week before she go and a month after. everytime la. i wasnt tired. haha and dia pulak like, never cared bout me like i'm not existed and my fav song this time was, Gugurnya bunga cinta. wtf physco gila aku dgn kakak sendiri. she never kno bout this till she read this post haha
but when i'm getting older,ceh. this is not so obvious dah cause ive been taught to hide the tears and sadnesnes. lol and no one ever taught me pun
and this is not only happening when people leave me :/ also when i leave haha
and and this is still happening now. i dont know when all this will end!
before my sis go to asrama, my parents were always outstation bagai pi sana sini, then i went to asrama, then a year break no one go anywhere. now my bf pulak.emm emmh (kecoh kecoh)

sounds weird? funny? hey i'm sad with all this la. maybe cause i think too much,worried too much and loveeee. uuuuuuoh

correct my grammar miss mas




Friday, May 27, 2011

Schools break

Hey.its a school break. homeworks done. ftw! yeah team work basis
not excited.its just a break.or a sign or a new start.lets not hope

Friday, May 6, 2011

Hello

My previous post sounds so emo.i hate it
Um thats all for May
hahahaha entah

Saturday, April 9, 2011

Indeed

I felt nothing.it was empty, nothing. i'm so dissapointed and it's not because of the nothingness but it's because of you. i dont know what the actual fuck is my purpose being here. what do you want from me? i'm tired of everything
y u no listen to me?

Friday, April 1, 2011

What's on my mind

You can find me cursing or put the 'fucking' word in front of everywhere or any words but that doesnt always like what you think and i'm not tryna be cool.i dont understand why that kind of people think that kind of way that is kind of kind of..

i dont know what actually 'woot-woot' meant
i never asked

i dont really like it when people use/type/write by the way in short form 'btw' hahaha *currently

raandom thing i want.harhar

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

U GOT SURV- EY

Does it bother you if the shower nozzle thing isn't straight?
*yerrr! em not jelly haha

Do you agree with the title?
*yelah?

Have you ever had something important taken away from you in an instant?
*sobs

Did you say yes referring to a person? ^^
*lol yeahhh haha

Are you obsessed with scarves?
*nop

Don't you just love wearing your boyfriends sweatshirt?
*i dunow :o

Your best friend is going to die in an hour, what would you do?
*no..she's not going to die :P

If one of your friends is crying, do you start crying?
*hmm always ee
Are you sick at the moment?
*no

Tell me, have you ever been in lovee? <3
*yes :O
Your ex calls you up. Surprised or not?
*suprised to death

Where are you right now?
*my room
Do you believe that love is the strongest thing ever?
*maybe?

How's life?
*getting harder
Do shy guys attract you?
*depends haha

Ever made the mistake of trusting a guy with your life?
*hmmmmm o.O

Do you have a box where you keep all your things you want to remember?
*yeaaaah!!
Do you feel bad for those kids who are just so annoying but cant help it?
*fuckem

Have a boyfriend?
* ^.^
You're sad. Who do you turn to?
* bf? friends? :)

Ever been SOOO tired, but you just couldn't fall asleep?
*YAHH FCKTY

Do any sports?
* boleha haha
Tell me a random fact about yourself to end it :
* everything you can do, i can do better

Ceh!

Ini memang tahap taktau nak post ape.tak kisah la ape korang fikir tapi memang mcm ni lah.hahahaha
yanaa, cepat la balik, aku nak kate2 semangat dari kau :O hehe

Monday, March 7, 2011

Setupeed

My hair was thicker than jessica biel's few years ago :O
now egh my hair is sooo thin! i hatee laaahhh feel like orang asli (dyed my hair)
dulu i likee thin hair,dunno la who the hex that influenced me. i always go to salon n ask the styliist to make my hair as thiin as..entah
and the stylist said aiyoooo amoi ur hair so thick la why u wannt to make it nipis?

I olso always cut my hair on my own when i think its gettin thicker.eh bodoh gila aku
and i like to cabut any hair that bengkok2 hingga ke akar and and felt satisfied to the max
dont know whyyyy T___T
plus alwayssss gaduh dengan adik2 tarik2 rambut bagai nak rak
and dyed and perm and so on
nowwwwwwwww my hairrr so nipis melepek kat kepalaaa.benciiii

what to do now?
anyone?