Lone pairs

i have chemistry test tomorrow morning

eh

i just want to drop by je lol

ive so many things to write but i just dont know how to arrange my ideas

i dont care if im the only one who cares

hahah

.__.

so.. i am currently at kolej mara seremban

there are a lot to tell about this place

(i always hope that ill help my future juniors cause ive been fucked up to the max as theres nothing about kms in any blog, except one. that will never gonna help anyone) lol emo laks

not today, not now

im still in dilemma btw, whether to go for medic or no

ya allah tolonglah alyaa :(

MAIWP Baitulmal Interview (Medic in Egypt)

Assalamualaikum..he he

This is the toughest interview ever guys!!
okay so whyyy? because MAIWP will give you about 15,000usd per year for medic di mesir (tak banyak pun but i think its enough or more than enough to live in egypt)
emm but i dont think the interview is hard because of the total money they give you

OK so what has been asked to me during the interview:

0. tell us about your family, whatchu do in your previous school..
1. kelantan's issue (air, sungai)
2. FELDA's issue
3. tell us about the current issue
4. what blog are u following, tell us whats the content
5. newspaper u read? (i answered HARAKAH by accident! )
6. tell us about twitter and facebook
7. sekolah agama dapat pangkat apa UPSRA
8. how is your bahasa arab's knowledge? how many years u learn b.arab?
9. baca surah Yaasin
10. any other surah yang panjang? ( i chose al-mulk! and thank god tak suruh baca sampai habis)

Some of my friends were asked about the nuclear thingy, rukun solat, rukun iman, syarat sah... be prepared la for feqah's knowledge :P
and the interview was in bahasa kay, :)

Alhamdulillah, as a result, saya berjaya ditawarkan biasiswa ini! :)
Terima kasih ya allah :)

*some of my friends failed to answer almost everything except their personal details but still got the offer. hehe i dont know how MAIWP choose people to sponsor :p but of course they'll choose the best la kan? maybe my friends lied that they fail to answer lololol

MARA Interview

Wooootsssup?

Alhamdulillah i got a chance to go for MARA interview :) it was just the same with the UTP interview but the difference is, there was no individual interview. So, i was called for Medicine course in Egypt and yeah, the interview was also about medic -_- but each group were given a different cases, not necessarily about the course you are taking! because the other group of medic has to talk about.. something to do with celebrities. lol. 

Basically, there were 8 persons pergroup, with 3 interviewers. We have to do either debate or discussion with a conclusion as an ending and we MUST have conclusion, thats the rules! and....the duration was:1 hour. 

Me and my groupmates did a big mistake :( we didnt do what we were asked to do, pergh. haha and sepanjang intervview we kept on giggling and laughing macam tak serious T_T punyalah tak nervous sampai jadi macam ni. So my advise is, BE SERIOUS.

The interview session ended with a soal jawab session. This time u have to be a clever spontaneous person. or u will answer shits. :P

KBAI 

*updated*
alhamdulillah, dapat jugak mara ni after the rayuan stage haha alhamdulillah alhamdulillah :)
so i got kejuruteraan australia/new zealand at Kolej Mara Seremban. Buat A-level dulu for 2 years!! maigad, pray for my best friends :S 

UTP educamp Interview

Ahah! hai :P emm this is a random post...

Just wanna share with you guys how i went through the interview :) lolol

so it was a fun interview....cause i woke up at 3am just to go to there haha, thanks to ibu and ayah who were willing to accompany me that day, from the veeeery early in the morning to 8pm haha -_-

eh okay, the interview has 3 sessions, if u came early, u'll get the first session, and u can go home early..or u will start your interview at 4pm, and alhamdulillah i got the second session eventho sampai 7am! pfftshh

Firstly after the registration, u have to sit in the group, like 5 members per group, and of course u can choose your own group member. so if u come with your friends, emm apa nak cakap.. heaven. lol *takdalah heaven sangat* means, you can do the interview with your beloved friend..haha i think it will be easier

Hawevah, i knew nobody in my group, and all of them are schoolmates, except ME. but it went fine, they were so friendly! so there were 2 phases, individual interview and group interview. before the first phase interview started, we've been given a study case entitled: Crime Waves. (each group has different topic) It has nothing to do with physics okay.. haha dont worry. it was about a crime among youngsters.. we have to give our opinion about the case. just a very simple opinion but with a bundle of points..so there will be no silences in the interview room :P for both phases, individual and group, there has nothing to worry about and no preparations needed LOL u only have to bring your confidence and widen up your mind and eyes so u wont feel so sleepy. *awkward moment*

UTP is a very nice place, me and bf *lol* camwhoring ah apa lagi :3

Alhamdulillah, i succeeded in this interview and got a place in UTP for petroleum and geoscience engineering :) 

It's me again!

If at first you don't succeed; call it version 1.0

Hey anyone...haha

i have something to show you!

OK this is my spm result, alhamdulillah i got straight a's :_) and saya masih tidak percaya arghhh!

few days before the result i keep convincing myself, how hard i studied, how i have tried my best just to avoid myself from crying. i had very stressful days, blergh i have no confidence at all because of my attitude and all.

i was like, to get what i want or what i expect or whatever.

mmm yaloh my trial was bad, from the first class kene turun class. i felt so rough n stupid. haa :(

but my family and friends semua mcm confident je aku akan dapat cemerlang, i know what i du ok people, i know! jangan nak pandai2 confident pulak! (marah) hahaha

because of everyone was expecting something too high from me, i have to pray to god, always doa and pray and doa.

So dear friends, never stop praying to Allah :)

TomorrowLand

Oh anyone, anyone, anybody!

please send me to belgium this july! i wanna be at the biggest and the best festival in the world :(

hahahaha pleasehhhhshshsh

Just this post.

I'm glad i just cried. Yesterday is just my another bitching day, i'm not sure if i was being bitch or my hormones were raging.

I have interview today, wow. this is a rezeki of a month so far! Alhamdulillah... I'm so happy, i need a job laika seriously...but.. aaah, i have a problem with this gift from god :( (lol padahal baru interview......ahh whatever!) first of all, the problem gonna rise when i start to fuck up with a job life. ( i also said fuck a lot yesterday :( and i hate it ) that wrong feeling when i want to quit! oh ahh :( the procedure...just a lil bit of experience here...

all above is not a problem actually.

no problem at all....i want to say something else which is moreeee important now, the fact that i dont want to go anywhere (have a job) just because...i dont want to leave him, i feel so bad about this. sooo soo bad. i know, i'm sure that he'll be just fine but i just dont want. i dont want to have something else in mind, or physically that has nothing to do with him. studying life has no exception here,which i still feel bad. this thoughts and statements may be too weak. but, whos reading anyway?

i love this moment of life..from the last paper of biology till now. i have nothing to study, read or do at all! i feel heaven, as heaven as heaven. because i will probably spend my next 7 years studying, non stop studying...or maybe for a lifetime after this. but, .... emm not to study or has something to be stressed for is not really a thing for me....actualllllay. the best thing is,

having him around. also not studying.. :) i dont have to worry about things like when he'll be having his extra class, when he's going to end our limited texting session, sunday blues, his busy day, his most tiring day which is every single day at school, his sad day at school or stressful day etc etc etc forever etc.

and of course, im thinking that we're gonna spend more time to get to know each other but i dont know why, once a week dating is such a dissapointment for me. not because of him,nooo!! i just...hmm i'm feeling there's a lack of satisfaction here. i know he dont like this too...but. i kinda fml about this. lol. and there came an idea of having a job, so i dont have to think about dating or seeing him so much. i fak dis. but this is true. maybe wanting to meet him often and always is such a stupid idea because it wont happen.

ridiculous pulak.

omg do u understand what i'm trying to explain?!! :(

i love you so much

:'(

Finest virtual tarot

I was just so bored, not being khurafat or syirik

so since im being too inquisitive...yeah.. i went to ASKJUD.COM

it is a virtual tarot where u can ask the 'jud' anything and he will answer u like a boss!!!

frigging creepy to the max

And i asked him few questions....

Q: My spm result?

A: I dont think you will believe me..

Q: What should i do now...since he must be so mad at me :(?

A: If i was you, im not going to sleep..

Q: Do u like sex?

A: who doesnt know that?

Q: should i get a new ipad3?

A: Im tired of your questions...

Q: Are u fucking kidding me?

A: Im not answering that

SERIOUSLY?

The truest among the truth

Just talk with the flow

So last week i went to nida's

last week ke? i dont know haha

we did nothing much...both of us were like.. stoning in front of the elctronics..items every single day

9gag-ing 24/7

and when we met the post we have read..hahaha 

bosan gila balik terbalik boleh mati

she (nida) often, always, selalu says forever alone..oh i am forever alone

i kinda hurt sometimes

bitchh. i am ur bestfriend and i am here with u now how could u said that in front of me??!

oh okay i get it. u want a boyfriend...not a bestfriend

HAHHAHA ok just kiddin!

i actually dont understand her hahhaha since eternity!!!!

but that is how we work. till now :)

umm and days before the sleepover i went to jakarta and bandung

i can say that it is the best trip ever since pergi dengan nabil!

and it was our first vacation together :D yayy!

the magic was....

i didnt feel exhausted or tired or sleepy at night after a loooooooooong day walking and shopping and carrying heavy things (my handbag)

i guess u know why. ceh

because, i always penat sampai longgar lutut walaupun jalan2 cari roti dekat carefour :p

so i think this trip was very fun!

i hope we can go on vacation again, i miss it! :(

and yeah. being around u 24/7 was so wonderful!!!!

waah one of the best gift from dearest Allah, and you :)