Friday, December 21, 2012

If at first you don't succeed; call it version 1.0

I dont know what this is. I cant explain these feelings. Im not in love but i want you to be happy. i knew i cant always be the one to make you happy but i would love every single oppurtunity to be able to. i want to give you things you've been missing in your life. i want you to know that you have someone you can truely count on to be there for you whenever you need them. you can depend on me.
i want to stand by you no matter what life throws at us, and im willing to fight. because god knows your stubborness and mine have gotten us into trouble before, but i want to work through every single conflict with you.
Its impossible to stay mad at you no matter how deeply you've hurt me or dissapointed me. i want to care for you like no one else has ever or ever will, not even your own mother. you need to know that you can trust me with your secrets, your insecurities, your sillyness and immaturity, with the most important things in your life. i wont judge you , ever. and even if i wont agree with something, it wont make me feel any different about you.
You need to know that you can be yourself around me because everyone needs at least one person who they can tear down the walls with and just be themselves entirely. i wantt to make you feel safe, like you can once again trust the good in people, that theres still hope.thats not all seven billion people on earth are the same. that someone genuinely does care. 
i want to give everything i have to you and i ask for nothing in return. i want to help you to be the best person you wish to be, and i want to be there for you every step of the way because you are important to me and you matter.
i believe in you. i dont know why i feel this way but i do. is this what love is? to sacrifice your own happiness for the benefits of another individual? i dont know about that. but im not in love i guess.i dont even like you. so why do i feel these things for you?

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