Monday, February 13, 2012

Just this post.

I'm glad i just cried. Yesterday is just my another bitching day, i'm not sure if i was being bitch or my hormones were raging.

I have interview today, wow. this is a rezeki of a month so far! Alhamdulillah... I'm so happy, i need a job laika seriously...but.. aaah, i have a problem with this gift from god :( (lol padahal baru interview......ahh whatever!) first of all, the problem gonna rise when i start to fuck up with a job life. ( i also said fuck a lot yesterday :( and i hate it ) that wrong feeling when i want to quit! oh ahh :( the procedure...just a lil bit of experience here...

all above is not a problem actually.
no problem at all....i want to say something else which is moreeee important now, the fact that i dont want to go anywhere (have a job) just because...i dont want to leave him, i feel so bad about this. sooo soo bad. i know, i'm sure that he'll be just fine but i just dont want. i dont want to have something else in mind, or physically that has nothing to do with him. studying life has no exception here,which i still feel bad. this thoughts and statements may be too weak. but, whos reading anyway?

i love this moment of life..from the last paper of biology till now. i have nothing to study, read or do at all! i feel heaven, as heaven as heaven. because i will probably spend my next 7 years studying, non stop studying...or maybe for a lifetime after this. but, .... emm not to study or has something to be stressed for is not really a thing for me....actualllllay. the best thing is,
having him around. also not studying.. :) i dont have to worry about things like when he'll be having his extra class, when he's going to end our limited texting session, sunday blues, his busy day, his most tiring day which is every single day at school, his sad day at school or stressful day etc etc etc forever etc.
and of course, im thinking that we're gonna spend more time to get to know each other but i dont know why, once a week dating is such a dissapointment for me. not because of him,nooo!! i just...hmm i'm feeling there's a lack of satisfaction here. i know he dont like this too...but. i kinda fml about this. lol. and there came an idea of having a job, so i dont have to think about dating or seeing him so much. i fak dis. but this is true. maybe wanting to meet him often and always is such a stupid idea because it wont happen.

ridiculous pulak.
omg do u understand what i'm trying to explain?!! :(

i love you so much

Saturday, February 11, 2012

Finest virtual tarot

I was just so bored, not being khurafat or syirik
so since im being too inquisitive...yeah.. i went to ASKJUD.COM
it is a virtual tarot where u can ask the 'jud' anything and he will answer u like a boss!!!
frigging creepy to the max

And i asked him few questions....

Q: My spm result?
A: I dont think you will believe me..

Q: What should i do now...since he must be so mad at me :(?
A: If i was you, im not going to sleep..

Q: Do u like sex?
A: who doesnt know that?

Q: should i get a new ipad3?
A: Im tired of your questions...

Q: Are u fucking kidding me?
A: Im not answering that


Wednesday, February 8, 2012

Monday, February 6, 2012

Just talk with the flow

So last week i went to nida's
last week ke? i dont know haha

we did nothing much...both of us were like.. stoning in front of the elctronics..items every single day
9gag-ing 24/7
and when we met the post we have read..hahaha 
bosan gila balik terbalik boleh mati

she (nida) often, always, selalu says forever alone..oh i am forever alone
i kinda hurt sometimes
bitchh. i am ur bestfriend and i am here with u now how could u said that in front of me??!
oh okay i get it. u want a boyfriend...not a bestfriend
HAHHAHA ok just kiddin!

i actually dont understand her hahhaha since eternity!!!!
but that is how we work. till now :)

umm and days before the sleepover i went to jakarta and bandung
i can say that it is the best trip ever since pergi dengan nabil!
and it was our first vacation together :D yayy!
the magic was....

i didnt feel exhausted or tired or sleepy at night after a loooooooooong day walking and shopping and carrying heavy things (my handbag)
i guess u know why. ceh
because, i always penat sampai longgar lutut walaupun jalan2 cari roti dekat carefour :p
so i think this trip was very fun!

i hope we can go on vacation again, i miss it! :(
and yeah. being around u 24/7 was so wonderful!!!!

waah one of the best gift from dearest Allah, and you :)

Friday, February 3, 2012

Real bitch

Who's the real bitch?


this is my bb storm and it is a mobile phone!!
uh oh sebabnya..

1) tebal, besar dan panas
2)charger dah rosak kena connect pc/laptop (tak pegi tukar lagi)
3)battery cepat saaaaaaaangat habis
4)kena cas at least 5 kali sehari
5)theme tak boleh tukar -theme yg smart punca battery drain
6)setiap kali bangun tidur phone dah mati cause takde battery
7)reboot bapak lama and reboot bila2 sesuka hati bapak dia
8)bukan touch screen, kena click and selalu hang!
9)file selalu error pastu restart and reboot!
10)casing dah tak dijual dalam pasaran lagi!!!

Nak phone baruuuu so bad :( menyesal jugak beli phone ni sebab tak buat research dulu