I was me

I miss the old me- academically?

how i used to study, serious and harder than ever, and i think i'm no longer like that

when i was a form 1 kid (everyone said i look mature ok hahaha), two weeks before the exam or tesst, i was like, staying up late till 4 am to study...introduction to science...zaman prasejarah...limpahan darah di sungai ssemur? blabla lol

just cause i didnt know how a secondary school's exam's format will look like,

so yeah. i studied macam nak gila

i brought my notes everywhere, sampai ke surau, masa tunggu azan tu boleh study lagi kan and till one day senior panggil.wtf nak study dalam surau tak boleh kot -.- everyone else was like, lepak2 not studying termasuklah form5 semua. and they were like 'waaaah alyaaaaa rajin!' and orang lain could find my notes anywhere cause selalu lah tertinggal. fak poyo bunyinyerrrr hhaha

sampai lah the first exam's result was out, yeaaaaahhhh dapat no1 dalam batch doh! po plat, straight a's hahahahahahaha i was very happy :') and stressed :( sebab nak kena maintain. lololll

sekarang, i keep thinking how can i be like used to be. . .

MY BLOGSHOP

Okay. i just launched my first blogshop!!! ceh.haha

So tired posting so many things and photos :( plus doing the promo

zzzzz

All the items are my collection, most of it are new

and im selling those at a freaking low price!!!! no profit pun and i just wanna clear up my wardrobe which is gonna explode soon LOL aah please help me?

Shop-mate (click la haa)

Phonecarl

I cannnnnnnt sleep

By the way :P tadi member lame call,sape lagi. Semesta ria n lah haha
Dalam satu mase cakap dgn lebih 5 orang.tatau dah cakap dgn sape ceh rase hot

Dorang ni as usuaaal lah,call sebab birthday. But i'm so sorry, aku betul2 tak ingat sape tuan punye no tadi :O yelah, dah le boys and dorang bkn geng aku kat semesta dulu. Puak lain. LOL

Yang aku ingat buyet, aizat, cipo (jangan jelles nida) and lain2 tak ingat muka :P so sorry. Mcm tak sangke jgk buyet 'musuh' aku no1 dulu boleh ckp elok2 tadi.mcm nak nangis rase

Awkward gila sebab dorang cakap banyak gila tapi aku mcm haaa..ok. Sebab busy dok ingat yang mane satu yang dok cakap tu.but thanks la sebab still remembr me huahuahaha of coz ar en haahahaha

There's no point pun cite ni haha cume, sentap sikit bila dorang kate RUGI gila kau pindah lya. Bkn ape tapi mcm ek eleh haha
dan2 pulak dok ungkit kisah lame aku.hmm sobss hahaha

Paling tak tahan sebok dok cite perkembangan terbaru semesta yang mcm aku nak tau sangat tu. Sape yg kene buang la,tender dema baru la,rase mcm kat U la,haha tapi yang paling best, auto light off! Tafak.

Sedih jgk la sebab aku tak ingat sangat tuan punye no tu sape. Haha sorry :P tapi rase ''happy'' sebab dorang lawak gilew hahaha sumpah menggedik sial

Rindu pulek o.O

HAHAHAHA

IM READING MY 2008'S POSTS AND I USED TO BE SO FUNNNNY CANT GET ENOUGH OF IT!

Not much a poet

I thought we can spend more time together. though we're not standing next to each other, but at least. i can hear more from u. more besides a single phone call. and though, we're just texting bout all the simple things we talk bout everyday. but at least, u're doing something for me.

It's not like u're not doin anything for me, u know right. something more

I may sound so ungrateful. but this actually is reaaaaally making me sad. i'm sad because u didnt tell me this earlier and i know why :( i'm sad because u're so far awaaaaay from me when i need u so much. u know it and now its a schooool break before everything runs wild. im so sad that i cant be with u for that freaking days. do u ever think about this?

Its not ur fault. its me who think too much. forgive me, im making this so much complicated :(

i want u to be happy and i hope u're! i'm so fine

The normal me

I'm emo. thats the normal me. i dont know if it is the right word.i hate it so much hahaha :(

macam budak emo pulak.wei not like that! i mean, i'm too emosional, sensitive and randomly weird.

I still remember when my sis went to...emmm.asrama la, i was extra-ordinary-ly sad. i was like, crying a week before she go and a month after. everytime la. i wasnt tired. haha and dia pulak like, never cared bout me like i'm not existed and my fav song this time was, Gugurnya bunga cinta. wtf physco gila aku dgn kakak sendiri. she never kno bout this till she read this post haha

but when i'm getting older,ceh. this is not so obvious dah cause ive been taught to hide the tears and sadnesnes. lol and no one ever taught me pun

and this is not only happening when people leave me :/ also when i leave haha

and and this is still happening now. i dont know when all this will end!

before my sis go to asrama, my parents were always outstation bagai pi sana sini, then i went to asrama, then a year break no one go anywhere. now my bf pulak.emm emmh (kecoh kecoh)

sounds weird? funny? hey i'm sad with all this la. maybe cause i think too much,worried too much and loveeee. uuuuuuoh

correct my grammar miss mas

Schools break

Hey.its a school break. homeworks done. ftw! yeah team work basis

not excited.its just a break.or a sign or a new start.lets not hope

Hello

My previous post sounds so emo.i hate it

Um thats all for May

hahahaha entah

Indeed

I felt nothing.it was empty, nothing. i'm so dissapointed and it's not because of the nothingness but it's because of you. i dont know what the actual fuck is my purpose being here. what do you want from me? i'm tired of everything

y u no listen to me?

What's on my mind

You can find me cursing or put the 'fucking' word in front of everywhere or any words but that doesnt always like what you think and i'm not tryna be cool.i dont understand why that kind of people think that kind of way that is kind of kind of..

i dont know what actually 'woot-woot' meant

i never asked

i dont really like it when people use/type/write by the way in short form 'btw' hahaha *currently

raandom thing i want.harhar