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ARAP as random as possible -.-

K HYE.just wanna list out my random problemss

one.no interest in study

two.online tho ive nothing to do with it

three.keep refreshing wtf

four.desires to many freaking awesome things that will destroyed my life.later

five.etc

this is bella.bella-reader.reader-bella(?) haha n thats my sejarahs buulk

(',' )

I dont mind if im the one who lebih2

I miss having friendship issues

I miss throwing ur stuff when im emo

I miss listening to u humming ur fav song which i dont like

I miss talking to u when u sleep

I miss laughing out loud when u're sad

I miss saying u bodoh 24/7

I miss u using my money

I miss looking at ur fake hair

I miss eating ur food

I miss eating ur food

I miss eating ur food

I miss u nida n i hate being so ordinary like bffsbff♥fuckof#@@#%fhaha

If she's not mistaken

Mistake

Thought i'll get everything i wan

X mistake

Some people outhhere hav every-thing

Mistake

Talk like everyone can understand

X mistake

My voice too slow i dont wanna shout

Mistake

Mum hates me too much

X mistake

I dont know the truth

Mistake

Its ok to live without bestfriend

X mistake

My bestfriends have their own besfriendsff

Mistake

Thought i close enuf with u dat u will tell me evrything

X mistake

Im not dat close

Mistake

Im emo

X mistake

Easily burst to tears

Mistake

Ungrateful

X mistake

Trynna be more thankful

Mistake

Twitter addiction

X mistake

Only speak my mind to niga

Mistake

I cant stop rebuting n alwiz wanna win

X mistake

Was born like dis

Mistake

Im boring type people

X mistake

Coz im bored

Mistake

I wait

X mistake

I stick

Mistake

Poyo

X mistake

U dont like me

Mistake

Bajet

X mistake

U dont know me

Mistake

Rich

X mistake

X rich

Mistake

Innocent

X mistake

Liar

Mistake

Showing off

X mistake

Telling the truth

Mistake

U kno me

X mistake

U no me

S/O

Shout out 2 Show Off

Nida, please return my vans since all da kiddies nowadays crazy are about it

cant believe it i gave it to you! i think u already lost it

Today im going to buy something very expensive!

Hahahahh

Have deleted my previous post bout yana

annoyed me cause too long

and can cause a lotttta trouble

haoever, i can still remember what she did on my birthday :)

thanks! u're my bestfriend yana :P

and

she says i love you to me like she really really does,hahhaha,always k

like aku sayang kau gile gila gile liya

and i always like awww so sweet doh yana.bongok la kau

donno y i alwaysways say bongok to those i love

nothing beat human touch! :P

You wont get away this time

Just saying

Today : for the first time, dengan kerelaan hati yang penuh ikhlas i went to debate meeting

i hate meeting, especially that related to debate

i can still remember this very clearly ; when i 'live' in semesta, im one of da very bad lazy ass debater. cuz i used to feel like screaming n crying when ' oi kejap lagi ade meeting'

im not a good debater, cuz i dont talk seriously, i mean, i talk playfully :p

im not a good speaker, no way im gonna be the best speaker

emm, english debate k, bahas is complicated like hell

walaupun i went to hk (sbp national debate level) to represent school, it wus nothing actually

cuz i was like, so young n stupid (form 2)

im writing this cuz my friends (yana/adie/nida) mesti terkejut ( kot la)

i want them to kno i went to debate meeting without them forcing n pushing me

dats all,and...aaa

i'm malaysian, i speak rojak :P

Truth

The truth about me and my nameee, self decribe

A - Antagonist

L - Lovely :P

Y - Yank

A - Amazing! of course i am amazingly amazing

A - Abhorrent

S - Simply simple sarcastic .lmauo

Y - Yummy :P

A - Abominable

H - Hungry

I - Impatient

R - Rude

A - Alive

H - Hacker

About to end

Abot me :

I'm alyaa! Loves Topography! No music no nothing, lovess hardmetal and heavycore!

Go away sempits and backseaters! Better checking out ur friendster! Thats all peep

Lul

That awkward moment when im trynna be funnay

I read someone's blog n saw something.she said im having my own life. that must be me rite?ritee la. im having my life yes,i am. without her. without my only bestfriend.

(i'm watching astana-damn the house so big i wnna cry)

I dont know what shud i do to make myself better. i dont know whats going on in this world. i have lack of everything n it's leaking.to make it rhyme. (how to spell?) i dont know what am i supposed to do when the best part of me is always someone else (this is actually a song)

but i know how to make me know everything. but it is impossible rght now.

and the items that i wish could help me are notebook and sejadah.

few days left.i've tried my best.realizing nothing to regret

drama-o-matic